Chew Carefully, Swallow

By KindaGamey On August 30th, 2009

The Emerald Tablets of Thoth

Key of Wisdom (#3)

I, Thoth, the Atlantean,
give of my wisdom,
give of my knowledge,
give of my power.
Freely I give to the children of men.
Give that they, too, might have wisdom
to shine through the world from the veil of the night.

Wisdom is power and power is wisdom,
one with each other, perfecting the whole.

Be thou not proud, O man, in thy wisdom.
Discourse with the ignorant as well as the wise.
If one comes to thee full of knowledge,
listen and heed, for wisdom is all.

Keep thou not silent when evil is spoken for Truth
like the sunlight shines above all.
He who over-steppeth the Law shall be punished,
for only through Law comes the freedom of men.
Cause thou not fear for fear is a bondage,
a fetter that binds the darkness to men.

Follow thine heart during thy lifetime.
Do thou more than is commanded of thee.
When thou hast gained riches,
follow thou thine heart,
for all these are of no avail if
thine heart be weary.
Diminish thou not the time of
following thine heart.
It is abhorred of the soul.

They that are guided go not astray,
but they that are lost cannot find a straight path.
If thou go among men, make for thyself,
Love, the beginning and end of the heart.

If one cometh unto thee for council,
let him speak freely,
that the thing for which he hath
come to thee may be done.
If he hesitates to open his heart to thee,
it is because thou, the judge, doeth the wrong.

Repeat thou not extravagant speech,
neither listen thou to it,
for it is the utterance of one
not in equilibrium.
Speak thou not of it,
so that he before thee may know wisdom.

Silence is of great profit.
An abundance of speech profiteth nothing.
Exalt not thine heart above the children of men,
lest it be brought lower than the dust.

If thou be great among men,
be honoured for knowledge and gentleness.
If thou seeketh to know the nature of a friend,
ask not his companion,
but pass a time alone with him.
Debate with him,
testing his heart by his words and his bearing.

That which goeth into the store-house must come forth,
and the things that are thine must be shared with a friend.

Knowledge is regarded by the fool as ignorance,
and the things that are profitable are to him hurtful.
He liveth in death.
It is therefore his food.

The wise man lets his heart overflow
but keeps silent his mouth.
O man, list to the voice of wisdom;
list to the voice of light.

Mysteries there are in the Cosmos
that unveiled fill the world with their light.
Let he who would be free from the bonds of darkness
first divine the material from the immaterial,
the fire from the earth;
for know ye that as earth descends to earth,
so also fire ascends unto
fire and becomes one with fire.
He who knows the fire that is within
himself shall ascend unto the eternal fire
and dwell in it eternally.

Fire, the inner fire,
is the most potent of all force,
for it overcomethall things and
penetrates to all things of the Earth.
Man supports himself only on that which resists.
So Earth must resist man else he existeth not.

All eyes do not see with the same vision,
for to one an object appears of
one form and colour
and to a different eye of another.
So also the infinite fire,
changing from colour to colour,
is never the same from day to day.

Thus, speak I, THOTH, of my wisdom,
for a man is a fire burning bright
through the night;
never is quenched in the veil of the darkness,
never is quenched by the veil of the night.

Into men’s hearts, I looked by my wisdom,
found them not free from the bondage of strife.
Free from the toils, thy fire, O my brother,
lest it be buried in the shadow of night!

Hark ye, O man, and list to this wisdom:
where do name and form cease?
Only in consciousness, invisible,
an infinite force of radiance bright.
The forms that ye create by brightening
they vision are truly effects that follow thy cause.

Man is a star bound to a body,
until in the end,
he is freed through his strife.
Only by struggle and toiling thy
utmost shall the star within thee
bloom out in new life.
He who knows the commencement of all things,
free is his star from the realm of night.

Remember, O man, that all which exists
is only another form of that which exists not.
Everything that has being is passing into yet other
being and thou thyself are not an exception.

Consider the Law, for all is Law.
Seek not that which is not of the Law,
for such exists only in the illusions of the senses.
Wisdom cometh to all her children
even as they cometh unto wisdom.

All through the ages,
the light has been hidden.
Awake, O man, and be wise.

Deep in the mysteries of life have I traveled,
seeking and searching for that which is hidden.

List ye, O man, and be wise.
Far ‘neath the earth crust,
in the Halls of Amenti,
mysteries I saw that are hidden from men.

Oft have I journeyed the deep hidden passage,
looked on the Light that is Life among men.
There ‘neath the flowers of Life ever living,
searched I the hearts and the secrets of men.
Found I that man is but living in darkness,
light of the great fire is hidden within.

Before the Lords of hidden Amenti
learned I the wisdom I give unto men.

Masters are they of the great Secret Wisdom,
brought from the future of infinity’s end.
Seven are they, the Lords of Amenti,
overlords they of the Children of Morning,
Suns of the cycles, Masters of Wisdom.

Formed are not they as the children of men?
THREE, FOUR, FIVE AND SIX, SEVEN,
EIGHT, NINE are the titles of the Masters of men.

Far from the future, formless yet forming,
came they as teachers for the children of men.
Live they forever, yet not of the living,
bound not to life and yet free from death.

Rule they forever with infinite wisdom,
bound yet not bound to the dark Halls of Death.
Life they have in them, yet life that is not life,
free from all are the Lords of the ALL.

Forth from them came forth the Logos,
instruments they of the power o’er all.
Vast is their countenance,
yet hidden in smallness,
formed by a forming, known yet unknown.

THREE holds the key of all hidden magic,
creator he of the halls of the Dead;
sending forth power, shrouding with darkness,
binding the souls of the children of men;
sending the darkness, binding the soul force;
director of negative to the children of men.

FOUR is he who looses the power.
Lord, he, of Life to the children of men.
Light is his body, flame is his countenance;
freer of souls to the children of men.

FIVE is the master, the Lord of all magic -
Key to The Word that resounds among men.

SIX is the Lord of Light, the hidden pathway,
path of the souls of the children of men.

SEVEN is he who is Lord of the vastness,
master of Space and the key of the Times.

EIGHT is he who orders the progress;
weighs and balances the journey of men.

NINE is the father, vast he of countenance,
forming and changing from out of the formless.

Meditate on the symbols I give thee.
Keys are they, though hidden from men.

Reach ever upward, O Soul of the morning.
Turn thy thoughts upward to Light and to Life.
Find in the keys of the numbers I bring thee,
light on the pathway from life unto life.

Seek ye with wisdom.
Turn thy thoughts inward.
Close not thy mind to the flower of Light.

Place in thy body a thought-formed picture.
Think of the numbers that lead thee to Life.

Clear is the pathway to he who has wisdom.
Open the door to the Kingdom of Light.

Pour forth thy flame as a Sun of the morning.
Shut out the darkness and live in the day.

Take thee, O man! As part of thy being,
the Seven who are but are not as they seem.
Opened, O man! Have I my wisdom.
Follow the path in the way I have led.

Masters of Wisdom,
SUN of the MORNING LIGHT and LIFE
to the children of men.

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Drunk Fu

By KindaGamey On August 23rd, 2009

Had a great birthday party Saturday!
It was so fun even pregnant women had a good time.
Went apeshit crazy and started kung fu’ing everyone for some reason?
Asher must have found my video camera.
I discovered it this morning.

the world was made round

By KindaGamey On August 21st, 2009

Happy Birthday to me! (Aug 20)
(And Ron Paul)

the world was made round

You know when you see a situation and you get a little uneasy that it isn’t going to end well? Like, some guy pulls into an intersection and seems edgy or careless, some lady is mindlessly perusing a shelf’s contents and her purse is threatening to take out a nearby lamp, or someone is walking with headphones on and you feel an urge to warn them about the oncoming pothole – that sort of thing.

Well I’ve been trying this methodology for a while and I think Miss Mia has been doing it too:

Instead of wasting the energy on the fear that something will go wrong (and possibly manifesting a bad ending inadvertently?) plus suffering the emotion of powerlessness that there’s nothing you can do to change the situation, I’ve been instead just trying to fix it in my head. Just manifesting a better outcome. Don’t need to know the details, I just try and make it turn out right.

I have no idea whether this method works or not, but it feels so much better. I feel in control of the temporary anxiety, I am applying an action instead of fretting, and then when things DO work out right I can pat myself on the back for a job well done. How fun is that?

I’d like to see a scientific study where you take a bunch of people in a solitary competitive sport, like golf or disc golf, and have a series of games: some where you tell all the players to think encouraging thoughts not only for themselves, but to help the other players do well on their shots. Then have a series of games where you tell the players to think discouraging thoughts to help dash their competitor’s turns. See what the results look like.

It would be incredible if EVERYONE did better when bolstered by the supportive attention of their peers: if all scores on the scorecards went up. And you know what, that game would be more fun for everybody. I know in disc golf it is pretty miserable when half of us start doing very poorly; even the lone successful player just wants to forget the game and go have a beer. And it is a strange dynamic how even if you want to cheer the other players for doing well the cutthroat nature of golf scoring absolutely requires that the other players do poorly in order for you to go up in the day’s ranks. (Unless you can get a mad load of birdies in a row or something, but most of the time, you just need to stay consistent and let the other guy fuck up.)

So if the benefits of positive thinking on local consciousnesses could be supported by data I would think that a good argument be made for not only everyone in the world helping themselves out by helping other people mentally (i.e. the main way to help: by NOT cursing and discouraging through wayward or fearful or competitive thoughts), but that (as everything is an emotional exchange metaphor for everything else) one could do the same thing in the physical realm, actually help others to one’s own eventual benefit. The productivity of the whole increases.

Blog Stats

So, I am now 36 years old.
This URL kindagamey.com was purchased in October 2006.
The first blog post went up February 22, 2008.
It got 28 views.
Today our stats look like this: August 21, 2009.
This blog has 235 posts.
This blog costs $109.44 per year. ($437.76 total)
I’ve made $0.00 from this blog.
I’ve had 0 advertisers on this blog.
I’ve used 2085.19MB of disk space so far.
I have caused the following emotions in readers: boredom, confusion, awe, anger, stupidity, curiosity, humor and apathy.
We’ve had 410 comments.

Including such illustrious commenters as:
* The dude that makes He’brew Beer, Zak Davis
* Director of Community Development from The Monroe Institute (oh crap, I meant to write her back!)
* An MD that was a worker for Dr. Greer’s CSETI
* Someone from Monkeyclaus.org
* Someone who’s mom owned the Westmoreland (now Pink Cadillac)
* Someone who used to have the same 50 pence piece as I have
* Raybeam from synchromysticforum.com
* Some other synchromystics: ViolatoR, Peg, Volux, others…
* Other bloggers…
* My buddies Melissa (the other Mel), Chris, Jackie, Melanie, Will, Scott, Steven, the lovely Mia, Ben, Michael, cricket, Katie, my brother, etc.
* Someone that accused me of killing a giant squid
* Spammers

Did I mention I love you?
Thanks so much for reading my bullshit.

Sometimes it’s a pain in the ass to have to feed and water you little fellows all the time, but other times it is incredibly therapeutic. I go into a posting frenzy where I’m almost channeling words, my neck hurts from sitting so long, my wrists hurt from typing, I label every damn picture even though you may just scroll past them, I caption, I fix all the links so that you can just click and don’t have to google stuff yourself, I re-read and edit, and then HIT POST! Done. Check it one more time. Make minor fixes. Then walk away and live my life. Feeling sore and groggy, but like a groggy million bucks. I did something.

The Future

I have no idea. One of the biggest source of links and information I had was a site which I now refuse to go back to. I stopped going to GodLikeProductions because the guy that owns it, ^Trinity^ turned into a raging, banning, right-wing lunatic. It has been speculated that he is trying to farm out the site’s visibility to a right-wing anti-healthcare propaganda machine? Not a bad guess. I had some posts deleted and was banned for questioning his highness, despite having done it politely. Anyway, I’m not the kind of girl that gets slapped around and then goes back to papa. I’m done.

I found a new home Alien Earth (link in the blogroll –>) run by Elaine who used to own GLP. So it looks the same, has the same feel, but has a much nicer, smarter, and more creative vibe. A few right wing fear peddlers still come and shake their wares and inevitably someone responds to them and their threads get bumped back up to the top, but I guess it helps to know what the other side is thinking. (At least, it would help if they did any thinking. Mostly they just mimic like parrots; disappointingly about fear, racism, and the big government sky falling, instead of far more interesting parrot banter like referring to your desire for a cracker in third person and crooning, “oh, what a beautiful morning”.)

A lot of A-E is chatting and social and due to the limited traffic I just don’t get the same amount of data points and links I used to get. So instead of being a data repository, I might just try being a human being and see how that goes? They did feed my head with this Omega point theory today, that was a nice touch. I like the thought of being drawn towards oneness instead of evolving outward from the big bang.

That’s part of what this site has been about. I’ve been letting every thought have its day in court. All my crazy beliefs I’ve gone through, (i.e. lower fourth dimensional satanic reptiles running the earth) haven’t been important in their details, they’ve been important in that they allowed me to wrestle myself away from hard ideologies. I’m free to think whatever I want. I’m free to let my imagination take me wherever it wants to take me. And I’m still wildly optimistic in the face of an uncertain world. It’s wonderful.

District 9 was amazing. CGI perfection like I’ve never seen. Loved the main actor; he did an incredible job and if you can’t see that then I’m sorry for you. There are no innocent sympathetic characters in this film; everyone is tainted. I think the film is drawing a parallel to far more than just apartheid.

The preview for Surrogates looked interesting too. Have some pics.

96 Pics (7.29.09 to 8.20.09)

Just Let Your Soul Glo

By KindaGamey On August 14th, 2009

108 pics
(7/29/09 – 8/8/09)